It’s not the best morning. Yesterday was election day here in Ontario and the
results did not go the way I had hoped. We have the same government as the day
before, but with a much clearer and stronger mandate. I find it a particularly
troubling and even threatening mandate. In the aftermath I find my faith being
tested. Can I find joy today? Am I going to believe Romans 13:2 today? “For
there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been instituted
by God.” God knew this. God saw this. God allowed this. God instituted even
these authorities. Will I believe it? Will I find joy in it?
Today is a good day to consider the nature of my faith and, even more so, the
object of my faith. Last week I was reflecting on the faith of Abraham and
observed this: True faith does not demand answers. We
don’t need faith when we have all the answers. We need faith when we don’t have
all the answers. We need faith when the way ahead seems unclear or
intimidating, when answers are hard to find. Faith is trusting in someone who
has the answers we lack. Faith is trusting in the goodness, in the character,
of God.
This is the faith I see in Abraham when he assented to God’s demand that he
offer his son as a sacrifice to God. God asked Abraham to sacrifice the
long-awaited son through whom God had guaranteed a multitude of nations and,
even better, a Messiah. “Take your son, your only son Isaac, whom you love, and
go to the land of Moriah, and offer him there as a burnt offering on one of the
mountains of which I shall tell you” (Genesis 22:2).
The promise was made, the promise was fulfilled, and now God threatened to
take it all away. But still Abraham obeyed. Why? Because of this: Ultimately,
faith is not in an outcome, but in a person. Abraham’s faith was not in Isaac’s
survival; his faith was in God. This means he could lose Isaac without losing
his faith. He was so convinced of the goodness and faithfulness of God that he
was willing to do what looked impossible. He would hold back nothing.
Later, in the book of Hebrews, we read more about Abraham. The author is
boasting in God’s people, bragging about their faith, and he says this: “By
faith Abraham, when he was tested, offered up Isaac, and he who had received the
promises was in the act of offering up his only son, of whom it was said,
‘Through Isaac shall your offspring be named.’ He considered that God was able
even to raise him from the dead, from which, figuratively speaking, he did
receive him back.”
Quite simply, Abraham believed the promises of God because he trusted the
character of God. He trusted God even when the way seemed so strange, so
unclear, so contradictory. The Christian faith is sometimes lampooned as being a
blind faith, but that is all wrong. The
Christian faith is not a blind faith but a seeing faith. We have seen God
and love God and trust him to such a degree that we do not need or demand all
the answers. We trust and obey, even when we do not understand and even when we
cannot see the finish line.
And today I find myself wondering this: Will I trust God even when the way is
unclear and even when I do not understand? Will I joyfully submit to God’s will,
knowing and trusting that he is good? Is my faith deep enough to say, “I don’t
understand, but I know God is good.” Is my faith in an outcome, or is my faith
in God?
I should take a cue from Abraham. God gave Abraham three days to walk from
his home to that mountain where he was to offer up his son. But on that long and
sorrowful walk where he must have been tempted to despair, Abraham was not
brooding. He was not complaining. He was not lamenting. Instead, he was
considering how God would use this for good. We are told in Hebrews that Abraham
made up his mind that God could and would raise Isaac from the dead. When
Abraham was being tested, he chose not to focus on the pain, but on the triumph,
and spent his time imagining how God was going to work even this “for good, for
those who are called according to his purpose” (Romans 8:28). I should do
no less.
God remains. God’s promises remain. My trust in God remains.
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